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I LOVE MY POLAROID CAMERAS.  I love them a lot.  A lot, a lot.  I always have.  Many a whiskey fueled night with friends were documented with my trusty Polaroid back in the day.  And while I can’t recall the last time I had a night filled with Bushmills and flashbulbs I do still carry at least one Polaroid (or my Fuji Instax Mini) with me constantly.

FOR THE PAST YEAR I’ve been shooting with Polaroid users’ savior The Impossible Project. (Polaroid made the insane decision to stop producing instant film several years ago…how’s that working out for ya, Polaroid?)

 

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NO, THEIR FILM isn’t perfect, but that’s part of its charm.  It takes considerably longer to process than Polaroid’s film did and it has to develop in the dark (just like real film *gasp*) but you can take double exposures which is pretty freakin’ badass and the mere fact that these guys loved instant analog film SO much that they decided to bust ass and keep it alive for all of us to enjoy is reason enough to support them as they continue to refine their product.

BUT I DIGRESS.  I’ve been meaning to share my polaroids (yes I still call them polaroids…the same way I call tissues kleenex or bandages band-aids) with you for an eternity and now I am.  I finally scanned them.  So here they are…
 

THE IMPOSSIBLE PROJECT:
THE LOST YEARS

 

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self-portrait 2013

 

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disrepair 2013

 

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cross 2013

 

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sphinx 2013

 

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first snow 2013

 

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church and sky 2013

 

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country drive 2013

 

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old farm 2013

 

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cross 2013

 

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chair 2013

 

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homestead 2013

 

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country view 2013

 

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mischa 2013

 

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flowers 2013

 

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cemetery winter trees 2014

 

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self-portrait 2014

 

IF YOU DON’T ALREADY have a polaroid camera I hope this encourages you to go get your hands on one.  I found one, deadstock-new-in-box from 1975 in full working condition on Etsy for $10 so they can be found on the cheap.

DON’T KNOW WHERE TO START WITH THE IMPOSSIBLE PROJECT?

YOU CAN ABSOLUTELY give me a holler and I’ll do my best to answer your questions about cameras and films.  The Impossible Project site can also give you a hand (but be forewarned: you will get serious sticker shock if you try to buy a camera through them.  I strongly suggest you give independent Etsy sellers a try.  Just make sure the camera isn’t “as is” and has either been tested or is new-in-box deadstock.)

IF YOU WANT MORE INSPIRATION make sure to swing by and look at Samantha’s post, Impossible, over at 523 (and dig around through her other posts…you can thank me later.  Girl crush is guaranteed).

AND IF YOU DO have a polaroid I’d love to see your shots.  Share the links to your images in the comments.  I love to see other people’s Bob Ross moments, which is what shooting instant film is all about – all those happy accidents.
 

I showed you mine.  Now you show me yours.

 
 

Kisses & Chaos,
Alli Woods Frederick

 

PS – Prints of some of these will be available in The Haus of Chaos this weekend.  So if you see one you love you can grab it in the shop tomorrow (February 1)…aaaaaaaaand I’ll be offering a new slice of awesomeness for you guys soon…I’m not going to dish all the dirt right now, but it does involve polaroids and other original ooak bits and bobs being delivered right to your doorstep…along with other top secret goodies, so stay tuned.  All the juicy details are coming soon!

 
 

images  ::  all images © 2014 alli woods frederick.  all rights reserved.  ::

 

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FROM WINTER BLOOMS SPRING; from despair arises joy.  We are a constant succession of deaths and rebirths.  We are born anew day after day.

We cycle like the seasons.

AND NO MATTER how dark the path we walk eventually we emerge from the shadows into the light.  Eventually we rise into joy.  We can be reborn…but we will die again.  And so the cycle continues.

And it’s about time to let the joy rise.

 

4/52
Theme:  Joy
Title:  “Let It Rise”

let the joy rise

 

I WOULD NEVER be forgiven if I left out my precious Mischa on a week with the theme of “joy.”  He brings me so much joy…and all with just a look or his goofy jumping and playing; still like a kitten at 15 years old.

HE HAS HELPED ME through my hardest moments and the darkest days of my life; through cancer, trauma, almost dying, survivor’s guilt, panic attacks, my divorce and depression out the ass caused by all of the above events.  He’ll be the first person I come to save when the zombie apocalypse occurs (sorry, Mom, but you have opposable thumbs so you can fend for yourself until Mischa and I get there to save you too) and I cannot imagine a life without him.

AT THE RISK of sounding like a creepy cat lady, Mischa is my best friend by the truest of definitions:  supportive, caring, nurturing, fun and always by my side come hell or high water.

MISCHA IS JOY…except when he decides to use my stomach as a springboard to get across the bed in the middle of the night.  Not then.  Never then.

 

Alternate:  Mischa The Wondercat™

let the joy rise

 

Kisses & Chaos,
Alli Woods Frederick

 

PS – If you’re interested in checking out other Project 52-er’s photos you can take your eyes for a walk through our group on Flickr.

 

images  ::  “let it rise” and “mischa the wondercat” © 2014 alli woods frederick.  all rights reserved.  ::
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Making The Best of Things

Making The Best of Things
 
 

Kisses & Chaos,
Alli Woods Frederick

 

image  ::  via patti murphy designs  ::

 
 

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emily dickinson

 

 

Part One: Life
XCVI

My life closed twice before its close;
  It yet remains to see
If Immortality unveil
  A third event to me,

So huge, so hopeless to conceive,
  As these that twice befell.
Parting is all we know of heaven,
  And all we need of hell.

Emily Dickinson

 

Kisses & Chaos,
Alli Woods Frederick

 

 

image  ::  jillian neck piece – kristen hatgi  ::
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F*ck It Friday

 

*disclaimer:  this post contains an a-typical amount of f-bombs.  you’ve been warned.  if you find such language offensive and won’t be able to overlook it, I suggest you skip today’s post and come back tomorrow for less adult language.*

 
I CAN HEAR YOU NOW:  “Don’t you mean F*ck Yeah, Friday?”  Nope.  Not today.  I’m tired of the belief that is instilled in professional bloggers that they can’t have bad days; that we have to always be cheery or cutely sarcastic and write in our “true” voice (and yet so many voices sound so very much the same)…and who the hell says that shooting sunshine out your ass 24/7 is the least bit true let alone relatable to you, the readers?  Even the most diehard optimist has days where they just want to say “F*ck It.”

 

f*ck it friday

 

EVERY SINGLE ONE OF US have shitty days and I’m sick to my back teeth of an industry populated by so many people pretending otherwise.  Don’t get me wrong, I don’t want to write posts that are overflowing with pissing and moaning about my personal life and list off all the things I hate.  No, no, no.  And I certainly don’t advocate those train wrecks in progress blogs where people air all their extremely personal laundry for the world to see.  It’s more than a little twisted to delight in other people’s pain and chaos and I’ll have no part in it.

I JUST THINK IT’S ridiculous that so many bloggers pretend to have these perfect lives that they’ve acquired through affirmations and positive thinking.  I’m calling bullshit.  We have bad days too and I think it’s a disservice to readers to pretend otherwise.  Yes affirmations and positive thinking have their place and accomplish good things, but to not acknowledge the bad shit, the real shit can make readers feel flawed.

“I say daily affirmations and practice the law of attraction and gratitude but my life isn’t like Blogger-X’s.  My dreams don’t all come true.  What’s wrong with me?”

FOR THOSE OF YOU THAT FEEL THAT WAY I assure you there’s nothing wrong with you.  You’re human.  You’re a f*cking human being and you’re allowed to have shit go wrong.  We all are.  No one’s life is perfect, no matter how much they pretend otherwise online.

 

F*ck It Friday

 

SO I HOPE THAT TODAY you’ll join me in saying “F*ck it!” this Friday.  Let it out.  Vent.  Embrace your pissed-off-edness.  I mean, don’t go around punching people and slashing tires, but when something goes wrong and you’re mad, be mad.  And then tell the anger inducing thing/person/event to F*CK OFF!  (If it’s a person that’s pushing your buttons I suggest you wait until you have a moment to yourself and then scream it…we’re not looking for fights, confrontation or to spread the misery around.  Just to accept and release our own inner F*ck This/F*ck It/F*ck You/F*ck Off.)

AND JUST IN CASE YOU’RE DEAD SET on practicing gratitude then be grateful for the fact that you can say F*ck It and that it’s perfectly okay for you to have a less than stellar day.  I’m having a craptacular day and I would love nothing more than to test the urban legend about dropping pennies off the Empire State building – but I don’t live in NYC or anywhere with a building more than seven stories tall so today I’ll be joining the chorus of those of you that choose to chant along today.

 

So say it loud.  Say it proud.  Say it with me now…

F*CK IT!

 

F*ck It Friday

 

I HOPE YOU HAVE an emotionally freeing Friday that brings you peace from the release ‘cause I love you like that.  And if today is a rockin’ day then rock it, baby, enjoy your day and save your F*ck It for a day that deserves it.  Happy F*ckin’ Friday, my dears.

 
 

Kisses & Chaos,
Alli Woods Frederick

 
 

images  ::  f bomb by banalities  ::   fuck this shit by sin-nombre  ::  source unknown and I hate not knowing the source.  as a fellow photographer it kills me to not be able to give credit so if this photo belongs to you please contact me so I can credit you.  ::

 

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